I wish...

I wish I still believed that the world was perfect.

I wish i could rewind back to a place in my life when I didn't have the faintest clue what war or global warming truly was.

To a time where i was content with just sitting in my room with barbie and ken.

To a time where every flower was a fairy and ever stream a magical river.

I was ignorant, stupid, simple, everything I want to avoid but everything I would give anything to posess.

That time in my life was full of imagination and utter enjoyment.

When i was happy I was purely happy.

When I was dreaming it wasn't about Doom's Day or the utter disappointment in my last math grade it was about things I would never accomplish but was okay with just dreaming.

It's a place i miss, a time i wish would flood back and save me from the self-destruction that has become of this doll-crazed freeze-tag queen.